Reg: 06-2005 Loc: In your bed ladies... Posts: 239 Greatness: 1 (+5/-4)
Suicide *sigh* what are your thoughts on suicide? personally, i've been feeling EXTREMELY suicidal, i even had the rope ready eysterday, but my mother caught me and cut it up...anyways, what are your opinions on suicide, I personally am close to commiting it... i hate my life... :cry:
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Reg: 06-2005 Loc: Home Posts: 2318 Greatness: 51 (+70/-19)
Re: Suicide It's pointless, why waste your life, if its bad make it better. I don't realy like my life either but i would never kill myself because of it, i just keep trying to make it better.
I've got a theory that might explain why you like final fantasy games.
People that don't like their life play final fantasy (any rpg) to get away from their real life because the game seems a lot better. i think that might be why i like rpg's so much. so in a way final fantasy can save lives.
Reg: 04-2005 Loc: Wherever I may roam Posts: 4494 Greatness: 53 (+99/-46)
Re: Suicide um, wow, I didn't know any of you were seriously considering suicide, I was about to come in here and make some jokes and stuff about it, but no not now. I think suicide is pointless, cause it doesn't accomplish anything, there are plety of ways to make your life better. any ways, I think that theory applies to all video games, not just RPGs. anyway, don't do it, I am sure there are reasons for all of you to live!
Reg: 04-2003 Loc: London, England Posts: 8839 Greatness: 284 (+380/-96)
… At one point in my life I really considered it. Because I thought, life is full of pain, and to save myself I might aswell end it. But its not always going to be hard on you, especially if there are people out there who love and care about you. Life is short enough as it is, killing yourself is weak and pointless.
I agree about the theory, I think its more towards RPG's though. As its an on going story, a story where you play a character for a long amount of time. Racing games, etc are mostly played for fun.
… I like my life, so i don't play RPGs to escape. But suicide is not the answer, just think of the [ain you'd cause your family and loved ones. People care about you, life's worth living.
Reg: 04-2005 Loc: Wherever I may roam Posts: 4494 Greatness: 53 (+99/-46)
Re: Suicide I think it is all video games, because they are escapes from reality, maybe RPGs, but sometimes you just want to blow the crap out of someone so you play a first person shoter. I am really surprised how many of you wanted to commet suicide. I guess my life is really good.
Reg: 06-2005 Loc: Home Posts: 2318 Greatness: 51 (+70/-19)
Re: Suicide most people at some point in their life consider suicide, its just one of those natural things. if you never do then you should consider yourself lucky that you have a good life. since the time i was about 10 (im 16 now) my lifes gotr worse and worse but i want to see if i can become a games designer or not also i wouldn't ever kill myself because i know how much it would hert my mum, shes already trying to recover from depression and me killing myself might send her insane.
My theory would apply more to rpgs becuase the point of the theory is that someone is pretending to live the life of someone else.
i also have a sort of peice of evedence to back my theory up, i only have one friend that has ever tried commiting suicide and i only have 2 friends that like rpgs and hes one of them. the other one does actualy hate his family and is never at home except to sleep, but when he got a girlfriend (his life got better) he stoped playing rpgs as much.
Reg: 06-2005 Loc: In your bed ladies... Posts: 239 Greatness: 1 (+5/-4)
… Well, thanks guys, but the problem is this:
I'm one of the MSOT unpopular people in my school
I have bad grades, coz i'm always daydreaming, writing poetry, drawing, or writing stories.
My mother can barely support us..
I... Just feel like my life is meaningless... here's a poem i wrote:
I want my life to end,
My soul: it tries to bend,
M pain; it knows no end,
my existance; i can't defend,
my life doesn't matter in the end,
I want my life to end...
Last edited by Flameweaver, 4/Aug/05, 10:32 am
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"I am flaming eternity." - Crown Prince Flameweaver of the Eletharii Imperium, Battle of Naxxrammis Primas.
I'm one of the MSOT unpopular people in my school
I have bad grades, coz i'm always daydreaming, writing poetry, drawing, or writing stories.
My mother can barely support us..
I... Just feel like my life is meaningless... here's a poem i wrote:
I want my life to end,
My soul: it tries to bend,
M pain; it knows no end,
my existance; i can't defend,
my life doesn't matter in the end,
I want my life to end...
Keep thinking that way and you are as good as dead.
Really it's up to you if you want to kill yourself. I have all those issues and much more. but yet i still manage to live. No one sayed it was going to be easy. The rules of life may not seem fair but heck you get a shot at it while many dont. The terms are fair when you relise. Paradise dosent come to you. people create there own paradise my friend and that is what you have to do.
Instead of try to die, try liveing. You can make a change in your self. Like auron sayes in ff10 * die and be rid of your pain or live and fight your sorrow.
You are not alone there are others like you who suffer right now or even more. And dont forget you have friends us. All of us are here to support you when ever we can. Well i am anyway.
It just seems abit of a waste. i mean someone else could have had that life you are about to waste. But you were gifted to have it. Use it wisely.
But the choice is yours my friend.
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